Crossing America


I say that I am having fun?  Well I am in the momments that I am driving.  So when I am not my mind travels into the future, like where is this job really taking me? Then into the past as I ask am I running away from something just as much as I am running to a better income?  Well, when I am alone I process thoughts.  Well, I'm alone for days at a time and I process so many thoughts.  Such as "is this enough work to make me happy?"  Well, I am happy but I not only miss my little girl but I must want to be missed and welcomed home.  

I will say this, I am able to influence my daughter more with the emails then I did when I was home.  I have her attention when she reads my emails and she is able to share with me her feelings about her drawings and her processes is drawings and the technologies she desires to have to draw her creations with.  In the past week alove she has gone to wanting her laptop fixed, her iPad fixed, a new drawing tablet and now a desktop computer with more processing power.  I love it all.  Her new desire to ask for more and that is really new.  Her ever growing knowledge of ways to draw both with pencels and paper and her enjoyment of drawing on computers.  But I have learned that it's paper and pen that rule the day.  But that may be a computer processing issue.  I think the desktop compter may step things up for her.  

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